Today is not one of my best days. I feel so discouraged and unmotivated with everything.  With roller derby, with this upcoming art show in March.

I wish I had someone who knew me so well that they would call, and say: " hey, how are you feeling today ? do you want to get pancakes and talk about it ? I'll listen"
Because that is all I really want. For someone to just to listen, just to shut the fuck and listen. I don't need advice or input. Just let me vent.

People don't understand, when someone opens up and seeks someone to talk to, it doesn't mean they want advice. They just want someone who listens.